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Heavy breathing (Day 7,774)

 "You have nothing to lose but your chains!" I am not an enthusiast when it comes to economics and therefore won't write about it. Everytime I read this sentence I pull it from it's essence into my own treacherous life. And what remains of it is a very personal and simple understanding which is far from economics. Before explaining my understanding of it , I must first make a confession that I am afraid I might love my chains. As simple and straightforward as this emotion is , I have come to a realization that sitting in a darkened room all alone can make even the simplest human emotion most complex thing on the planet. While this realization was hitting my one half , my other half  was felling guilty for hurting myself by holding on to the shackles I should have let go of years ago.  Never was I ever a "gifted" kid nor was I ever "ambitious" enough. But my primary caregivers always had faith in me and this was my first encounter with what people c...